He’s back but things don’t feel the way they used to be. Maybe the honeymoon period is truly over, but I don’t think they should be the way they are now.

No wonder people don’t get married,  living up to the expectations of someone else (apart from your boyfriend) is such a huge pressure.  Or trying to conform to their expectations, and being what they want you to be, for “your own good“.

Who the fuck decides what and why is it for my own good?

Anyways, I hope things will mend themselves, else I really don’t know what to do.